Ytd quarreled wif my dad. Coz of a IKEA mirror. Wtf. Lazy to explain animre. I hurt myself in the process again. Mum said I am like a gangster doing all this shit to show tat I'm furious. I dunnno why everythime I am angry I will punch things to release my stress and anger. Ended up i was only hurting myself. Haiis. Poor hand. Mid night, ben ask mi to find him. He PLEASE mi luh. Thou I oso dun realli wish to go dwn coz I noe I will be soft harted and I will patch wid him but still, I went. Indeed, we realli patch again. But I hope that the same thing wun happen again coz i have the feeling that all this is like a series of drama that will react over n over again. i noe tat I got attitute problem thaty is why I keep scolding him and tot that he avtually noes how I feel inside. But he aint a god too. I am just deceiving myself.. When I woke up, I missed sch. And My culture UT. Wth. I already got D ( conditional pass) and I still not afraid tat I will repeat!? Godammit. There is only 2 and a 1/2 week left and I can afford to repeat my sem so I will go sch everyday ON TIME ( I hoped) just to pull up my bloody lousy result that is due to over skipping sch. I hate RP. I hate the fcuk up system and the way it works. Once again, GODAMMIT.



When is my fcuked up life going to end!??

Take mi away..